Mission

So many things going through my mind

most of all who will be mine

i don't deal with it on the daily

and yet it is my final mission

mission to be loved

mission to love

hearts intertwined

destiny found

mission to find

mission to seek

mission to love

sometimes i'm weak

i admit it... i accept it... i nourish it...i relish it

It...that is LOVE (but then again, you all knew that all the time...i wonder if he does.)

Hair

I'm not all about my hair

never been

never will be

but when i swing it

fling it

run my fingers through it

gently brush it

iammyhair

I am loose and silky

strong and healthy

my shining glory

i curl

wear straight

from ponytail

to braids

I become who i want to be, whether it's mine or bought

i'm me

So sistas let your hair hang

where it short

curl it

or do nothing at all

just remember there is glory in that mane

that can put any man to shame

bald or not at all

iammyhair

Pot of Gold

your words are a symphony

a quiet remedy

a soothing melody

your eyes beckon to me

your smile welcomes me

i sink and swim, dive and toss, to your whim

you are him

that everything

that one thing

that seeps below and cause an eruption ready to blow

i fall back, but then again i fall in

i want you

today, tomorrow

forever

to seep into me

to become one with me

i see a rainbow ahead

i see you in my dreams

i see me

i know now i am that pot of gold

Swan Song - repost

I tried
but my spirit died trying
I prefer living to lying

I waited
but the idea of you was abated
sated in odd shapes and visions
lessons learned, stop the mission

I cried
so many tears
all for why, when she was the one you desired
and it was my love you feared.

I dreamed
but when my dreams went unanswered
no memory could replace, the visions i embraced
and so i drift in a stagnant place

I wanted
You for you...but that was too much to ask
for a man cannot give that which he does not know
and he cannot accept that which he has never had

So this is my Swan Song

Saying Goodbye...time to move on

Flying solo...from now on

Waterfalls

Simple kisses

Skin glistening

Touching, smoothing...grooving to you

Nighttime is our playtime

always there, always right on time

i wait for you behind silky sheets

i call for you deep in sleep

you are my fantasy

the man for me

suddenly caressing me...with kisses deep and loving...kisses that just keep coming

my body becomes a waterfall

and your thirst drinks it all

you are my fantasy

not just a dream to me

but something, the thing waiting to happen

kissing, touching, grooving, loving...the way it was meant to be

i sit and wait for you...to find me

My fantasy.

EXTENSION

You are an extension of me...

everything i was meant to be...

and even though i see you in bits and pieces...

you are the masterpiece.

The masterpiece of my dreams and wishes...

the cornerstone of life

you give breath to my inner passion and depth to my ultimate

u are where i want to be

not here, nor there but here with me

i know it sounds confusing, a masking in words in faith

but believe me it will take no undoing to lift the veil of this miracle

this work of God, this guide in faith, this simple spirit that is lead by

you my love

it only takes you

it only takes you

to believe

then rise

too stand

to believe

that you are all you are meant to be...

because i believed in you

My extension.

Soon 2 B X'ed

I'm leaving work...

Gonna stop by the store and by me some flowers, roses even...

I will pick up the wine too!

Maybe even drive by the mall an eye a piece of jewelry for my sweetie...i mean she/i deserve it!

I will go home, and draw a hot bath, feeling it with rose petals, and rose oil and soak with a glass of wine until i'm super relaxed and ready.

Hey i may even put on a movie after my bath, something that will make me laugh and think of you.

I will take me out to dinner, something really romantic, candlelights, jazz band accompanied by drinks...and i will be reminiscing about you.

Then later in the night when my mind and body reaches for you...i might even call you...a bootycall, maybe, you know like you do! Cuz i really want to get with you!

I would do all these things for you...if you had only done these things for me.

Theres really no mystery here why you are Soon to be X'ed!